Dear E
Another 30 days have passed.
I really believed that I had taken a giant step as I began to hate you. I thought it would be easier for me to go ahead if I hated you. However that just last till I watched "Dwelling Narrowness”. (蝸 居) the controversial TV series in China.
The main male character, the Secretary to the Mayor of Jiang Zhou, Song Si Min reminds me of you.
Another 30 days have passed.
I really believed that I had taken a giant step as I began to hate you. I thought it would be easier for me to go ahead if I hated you. However that just last till I watched "Dwelling Narrowness”. (蝸 居) the controversial TV series in China.
The main male character, the Secretary to the Mayor of Jiang Zhou, Song Si Min reminds me of you.
It brings back my fond memories of you and I began to try to find you there. I regret: We’ve never kissed properly. We’ve never hugged properly. I’ve never verbally told you I love you when I was with you (well, you’ve never told me either).
Do they make any difference? They do and they don't. Yes, the memories would be fonder. No, they would hurt me further. What is the difference between "you want to get rid of me" and "You want me to get rid of you"?
To me there's no difference afterall.
How can I forget my first love that easy? You just don't believe me.
Florence
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