Sadness is A Blessing

Lykke Li - Sadness is a Blessing (Director Tarik Saleh) from Lykke Li on Vimeo.

My wounded rhymes make silent cries tonight
My wounded rhymes make silent cries tonight
And I keep it like a burning(?)
I'm longing from a distance

I ranted, I pleaded, I beg him not to go
For sorrow, the only lover I've ever known

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I'm your girl

These scars of mine make wounded rhymes tonight
I dream of times when you were mine so I
Can keep it like a haunting
Heart beating close to mine

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I'm your girl

I ranted, I pleaded, I beg him not to go
For sorrow, the only lover I've ever known
Every night I rant, I plead, I beg him not to go
Will sorrow be the only lover I can call my own?

Sadness is a blessing
Sadness is a pearl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I'm your girl
Sadness is my boyfriend
Oh, sadness I'm your girl
Oh, sadness I'm your girl

偶爾在電視看到瑞典女歌手Lykke Li的MV，以餐廳為背景，客人盡是不倫關係局内人，老女人跟比自己孫兒還要年輕的小伙子，吸血僵屍一樣的年邁男人和慘白少年，自毀的Lykke Li 與由著名瑞典男演員Stellan Skarsgård飾演的年長男士，沒有一句對白，情節耐人尋味。

Sadness is a blessing 算不算 innovative ? 大概把這兩年博客的文章看看，還不是冤魂一樣的無止境的哀悼？五月的時候以爲會因爲張根碩而終於安息。

或許接受Sadness is a blessing，明白世事沒有完美，那個我就會安息，至少還能哭出來就表示我還未麻木不仁，而我真的必須放低那個我，才能努力面前嗎？

上天想我放下的時候，我自然會放下。