Heaven's What I Feel When I'm with You

"If a problem has no solution, it may not be a problem, but a fact - not to be solved, but to be coped with over time." said Shimon Peres.



oooouoooohoooo...mmmm...mmm
love sometimes
can be like destiny....
there's no way to say forever
may not realize your dreams
and love sometimes
is like the blowin' wind
it can take us to wherever
sending us on silent wings
but i have broken
all the rules of love...
i never dreamed that
i could come this far....
and now i'm lost in my emotions
you're becoming my devotion
there's nothing i can do
to stop this love for you...

i was not supposed to fall in love with you
i have someone else....
someone else is loving you
and i was not supposed to
let this love get through
(let love get through)
so let me say for real....
heaven's what i feel
when i'm with you...
(this feeling is forever)
it is forever...
(you make me feel like heaven)
i feel like heaven
(my love is true when i'm with you... ooh...oooh...you...ooo)

how could i have known that in your eyes
(in your eyes) i would find the deepest answer
to the questions of my heart
and how could i have known
that by your side
(by your side)
was the light to fill the darkness
and the shadows of my life
but i have broken all the rules of love
i never dreamed that i could come this far
and now i'm lost in my emotion
you're becoming my devotion
there's nothing i can do
to stop this love for you...

i was not supposed to fall in love with you
i have someone else....
someone else is loving you
and i was not supposed to
tet this love get through
(let love get through)
so let me say for real....
heaven's what i feel....
when i'm with you....
(this feeling is forever)
...ooou..ooou...oooo
(you make me feel like heaven, my love is true, when i'm with you.. ooo...ooo..hoo..hoo)

(heaven....heaven...)
is what i feel when we're together
(heaven....heaven...)
just look in my eyes and you'll see it's come true.....

i was not supposed to fall in love with you
i have someone else....
and someone else is loving you
and i was not supposed to let this love get through
(let love get through)
so let me say for real....
heaven's what i feel
when i'm with you......oouououooo

Dear E

這是Gloria Estefan 於1998年出版專輯的第一首歌，突然發現與其唱My All，不如學Heaven's What I Feel 的去Count the blessings 吧，人生本來苦短，其實不該再容納其他「不必要」的痛苦，例如我沒有別人，但的確有人愛著您。

還是那一句，世界的一切不會因爲一個人的悲傷而改變，正如昨晚看到Shimon Peres所言，可能我愛您並不是問題，是事實，不是解決它，是去面對它。

佳節期間，沒有您的消息（您說我希望我的人生從當時起就再沒有您嘛！）只是想知道您一切安好。

不嫁給最愛

2010年12月29日的明報副刊

My All

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of your song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight

愛不對場合

2010年12月27日明報副刊。

男人的情史

2010年12月27日明報副刊。

Love is a Losing Game

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

Why do I wish I never played
Oh what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self professed... profound
Till the chips were down
...know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I'm rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

上載這歌的原因是Amy Whithouse 唱得好，懶洋洋的無奈，比她後來專輯裏面的版本好。

Love is a losing game，太陽底下無新事，lose 慣了嗎？一把年紀還有甚麽該不該？跌倒，爬起來，跌倒，爬起來，跌倒，爬起來。

我要我們在一起

風遠遠地吹著　我的臉我的手
我的髮我的心　我的眼睛
你遠遠地呆在　那個城那個路
那個房那個燈　那扇窗口

我靜靜地放著　你給我的CD音樂　當作背景
怎麼唱　都不再煽情

我記得你習慣　閉著眼抱著我
好像我是你的臉　笑嘻嘻
我不知該如何　對你笑對你哭
張著嘴不理你　像個機器

你的世界我的日子　好像沒有誰對誰　發過脾氣
過得太快　來不及

＊唉呦唉呦唉呦唉呦　唉呦
　你說　你說　我們　要不要在一起
　柔情的日子裡　生活得不費力氣
　傻傻看你　只要和你　在一起　＊

Repeat ＊

唉呦唉呦唉呦唉呦　唉呦
我說　我說　我要　我們在一起
柔情的日子裡　愛你不費力氣
傻傻看你　只要和你　在一起

不像現在　只能遙遠地　唱著你

我認識的李泉的作品都很musical，有些歌者適合唱，范曉萱是其中一個。

過得太快，所以來不及面對面地對您一哭二閙？如果可以罵您打您，算不算償還？也許苦了閙了以後，還不是如此這般的希望和您再一起？

您早就告訴過我，我們不能一起，所以我只能遙遠地想起您。

別放大寂寞

原載於2010年12月19日東方日報副刊，也是為了提醒自己:)

舞台劇自療

原載於今日的東方日報副刊，張貼的原因是提醒自己。

愛者自付

原載於2010年11月23日的明報副刊，重點在於最末兩句。

可惜不是您

這一刻　突然覺得好熟悉
像昨天　今天同時在放映
我這句語氣　原來好像你
不就是我們愛過的證據

差一點　騙了自己騙了你
愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣
但我無法完全交出自己

＊努力為你改變
　卻變不了　預留的伏線
　以為在你身邊　那也算永遠

　彷彿還是昨天
　可是昨天　己非常遙遠
　但閉上我雙眼　我還看得見＊

＃可惜不是你　陪我到最後
　曾一起走　卻走失那路口
　感謝那是你　牽過我的手
　還能感受那溫柔＃

那一段　我們曾心貼著心
我想我更有權利關心你
可能你　已走進別人風景
多希望　也有　星光的投影

REPEAT＊＃＃

感謝那是你　牽過我的手
還能溫暖我胸口

耳邊突然響起這首歌，所以往youtube找，歌詞形容一個女生有了新男朋友人，卻忘不了舊人。

我相信那「可惜」會漸漸淡化，與其記得可惜，「可惜不是你，陪我到最後，曾一起走，卻走失那路口......」，不如選擇感激：「感謝那是你，牽過我的手，還能感受那溫柔。」

想再牽您手一次，因爲牽不夠。

給剩女的情書

原載於今日的東方日報副刊。

最近開始留意健吾的專欄，對胃口。

N.M.P.

一山不能藏二虎，赤西仁離隊以後Kat-tun首張CD的第一首歌，以後Kame就可以一枝獨秀了。

N.M.P. 等於No More Pain，那是否意味著赤西仁離隊以後No More Pain?有趣！

有潛質 = 仲未得

八月，傳聞服務社團來屆領導A有意找我做他的地域代表，當時百感交集，相信自己有材，沒有的是財和資歷，後兩者通常可以抵消前者。

凡出席社團的慈善宴會，地域代表捐錢是理所當然的，向來購物狂如我，累次入不敷支，加上資歷尚淺，妒忌者正好以金錢來攻擊我。只是當各路英雄都如說我有能力，我的虛榮和好勝告訴我，這可是再次耀武揚威的時候，成爲在圈子裏長大而擔任地域代表的第一人，自我思想調節，做好心理準備，接受挑戰。

十月中旬，據聞同門B有意參選未來領導，A跟本地一位鮮有路面的資深領導C打過招呼以後，後者認爲基於政治理由，來屆地域代表和助理地域代表都不應與B同門，並提出數位他心目中的理想人選，A卻之不恭。

刹那間覺得自尊心和虛榮心兵敗如山倒，來年沒有再在圈子裏走來走去的理由，憤怒、灰心...... 然後再發現，C所謂的理想人選，跟B和C根本就是「同路人」，他的政治理由真夠道理，這邊廂，表面不同門私下同路，那邊廂，有人已經前赴後繼替B計劃拉票活動。

證明了有能力但沒有錢和資歷。在服務社團是向上爬不了的， 如果我只希望服務人群，何須名銜和向上爬？朋友認爲我做地域代表是遲早的事，提醒我服務不應該是為了名銜而做，況且太早做了，以後做甚麽呢？

自己有材無財無資歷，所謂材只是潛質而已，聼過一句説話：有潛質就是「仲未得」。

"We have two kinds of morality side by side: one which we preach but do not practice and another which we practice but seldom preach." said Bertrand Russell.