Friday, February 25, 2011

男人如何想女人


2011年2月25日明報副刊。

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

取得女人信任


2011年2月23日明報副刊。

Friday, February 18, 2011

Welcome Back to the Team!

Dear E

How are you?

"How are you?" was the only question you asked me when I met you. I was told to join the function (right before Chinese New Year) and I was expected to reply before 7 Feb 2011 (right after Chinese New Year).

"How are you?" is an ordinary ice breaking question people mostly say to long time no see people or people they meet for the first time. They don't really mean anything and nobody would expect an answer different from "Fine. Thank you" - the standardized answer according to English grammar as well as etiquette. You didn't even look at me ONCE while you were making your presentation although I was sitting right in front of your podium.

I realized after all I'm an uninvited guest in your life. What can I expect from people when I'm an intruder? Sounds fair enough.

Yes, you TOLD me and you WANT me to get rid of you from my life. I've already given up the idea of having you loving me in return. I just haven't let go.

Welcome back to the Team!


以上是我2月17日清晨因爲心有不甘,越想越氣,涕淚連連而給您發的電郵,早上辦公時間您來電,您說您無法反駁。

提到反駁就是想反駁了吧,您想要反駁甚麽?

我說我從來不喜歡做不速之客,結果我還是做了,世上還又有甚麽比成爲自己所愛眼中的不速之客更好受的嗎?

人生如此



27.11.2007
沒有你 再不必有愛 愚弄孤單中的我
沒有愛 也不必有我 留在大地上折磨
佔有過 更損失得多 仿佛有循環因果
追憶 總比平凡易過

沒試過 那知真正愛 無力再轉送別人
沒愛過 那知真正痛 原來面上沒傷痕
我愛過 跌得多麼深 痛得多麼的放任
承受了 令人亂了性的心

人生如此 誰人心中不寂寞 偏偏找不到比我更自覺
人生如此 誰人心中不寂寞 我卻要盡情共你去捕捉 
這種感覺

沒試過 那知真正愛 無力再轉送別人
沒愛過 那知真正痛 原來面上沒傷痕
我愛過 跌得多麼深 痛得多麼的放任
承受了 令人亂了性的心

一世的錯 為了一次的對 為了不完全的故事
再愛你 卻比終生不愛容易
一世的冷 為了一次的暖  為了一串舊事
你笑我 笑我天生只有癡
無奈愛你 只得一次

可有聼過柴單和柴雙兩兄妹的故事?這首歌跟他們有關,他們各自的愛情故事,還有妹妹只愛哥哥的故事。

上面有原來上載到這裡的日期,由第一次聼,到今天聼,人生還不是如此?


難道聼了,變得響往,潛移默化,成就如此?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

情人節的晚上


2011年2月15日明報副刊。

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Someone Like You

I heard that you're settled down.
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

You'd know how the time flies.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead".

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
真的,歌曲真的像我的心聲,特別是今天,我才發現自己已經變成您的不速之客!

Sunday, February 06, 2011

忽然想起您

原載於2011年2月1日明報副刊。

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

I Don't Miss You Anymore



I don't miss you anymore
Unless the moonlight's great
Or on a starry night
I just might miss you
A little bit

I don't miss you anymore
Unless it's a cloudy day
Or if the sun shines bright
I just might miss you
Now and then

I don't miss you
'Till the morning fills the air
Or the afternoon is fair
Or the evening light is barely there

I don't miss you
And you know is not a lie
Unless the moon is floating
High above
A perfect midnight sky

I don't miss you
'Till the morning fills the air
Or the afternoon is fair
Or the evening light is barely there

I don't miss you
And you know is not a lie
Unless the moon is floating
High above
A perfect midnight sky

I don't miss you anymore
Unless i close my eyes
Especially open wide
I see
I miss you every day